I am -as always- looking for a woman to role play Grey’s with. Despite my feelings for the show at this point..
Here are the criteria:
You must be a female
And must be a grown up
We cannot -under no circumstances, in any way, ever- discussANYTHING that happened after the penultimate episode of S08 (I’m serious, don’t talk to me about it neither directly nor through the game itself; you know, unless you want me to kill myself.)
I only ever play with one person per game because it’s impossible to be online at the same time the bigger the group gets
Will arguably play any pairing EXCEPT Mark x Lexie!
I’m playing Lexie
I prefer *-style posts
We can add or mix with Private Practice (but I haven’t watched S06 yet so no spoilers!)
In a nutshell: I wanna play with a woman and we can work out something so long as it’s not Mexie.
If interested, please leave a message in my Ask Box
Please read this, even though it’s somehwat between annoying and depressing! I don’t know if anyone even keeps track of who unfollows them, let alone if those people would happen to read this, but I’m gonna say it anyway..
Prior to my test return to tumblr: I’ve had to have a friend unfollow all blogs that contain contents of Grey’s Anatomy and Private Practice. The ladder, provided it proves to be free of ALL Grey’s Anatomy content (at least of anything starting with the S8 finale) I will follow again whenever the time comes that I manage to let go and watch the final season. To this day, I haven’t. I just can’t let go of it..
For anyone who hasn’t realized it by now: Grey’s Anatomy was my whole life -specifically Lexie- and after what happened, I’m.. destroyed. If you think I’m exaggerating, well I have to check into a psychiatric clinic next month because I’m in so much emotional pain that my body hurts so much 24/7 that I can’t even go to work… ((I don’t care if you think I’m crazy or an emo or whatever.)) And I will not so much as read any mail or comment in reply to potential posts of mine that may very well trash Shonda. Though last time I checked people weren’t exactly fond of her anyway…
So, while I TERRIBLY miss Meredith and Alex, GA itself and I am almost dying to see their stories unfold, I simply CAN’T watch or read anything even remotely related to it because it would not only increase my missing the show but especially because the almost worst part of this nightmare to me is the idea of Meredith and co. moving on, just being okay again sleeping around and living life happily without her. At this point I should mention I don’t want ANY comment in reply to that. Please nobody write me anything about anything that happened after the penultimate episode of S08. I positively cannot handle this! I can’t even keep up with my Twitter dash because mere tweets about the show will drive me into sheer desperation. I’ve lost so incredibly much last year in the aftermath of this horrid season finale and I just.. want at least a tiny bit of it back. So I’m gonna try to get back on tumblr. And I hope I won’t stumble upon any GA because that would make me get off for good..
In conclusion: I have to stay off all GA blogs because of overwhelming pain and I need to pause from PP blogs to avoid spoilers (I would however love to hear from you PP blogs that can promise on their blogs I will find no GA content post the penultimate episode of GA S08 now or in the future).
Because they devote their lives to helping others and even within their group of people mostly all they ever do and get to do is give. Selfless to the point of stoicism.
The caldwells and the oranges Footprints on this morning’s daily news Counting down the stations Crosswords on the nougahyde with you
We spent the day remembering the city Mixing up our streets and avenues
But now you’re fast asleep And I am so alone But we’re together on the last train All the towns repeating Four more stops to go We’re together on the last train home
Catching our reflections Flickering just like a super 8 Somerset and chatham Someone in an office working late
And you were softly singing in the kitchen Washing hands and saving him a plate
But now you’re fast asleep And I am so alone But we’re together on the last train All the towns repeating Two more stops to go We’re together on the last train home
Rolling past the orphanage Oil-colored cars all in a line Pretty pile of stones ahead Morristown and convent fall behind
It’s quiet in the shadow of the city Clicking wheels are ticking off the time
But now you’re fast asleep And i am so alone But we’re together on the last train All the towns repeating One more stop to go We’re together on the last train home
Now you’re fast asleep And I am so alone But we’re together on the last train All the towns repeating No more stops to go We’re together on the last train home On the last train home
